behind my smiles there are sorrowsbehind my laughter there are tears
behind my stone-cold heart,
there's this painful desire to let you know..
that
i am dead without you.
At times like these i need you. the only person in this world other than Lia whom i can totally confide in emotionally. i believe we have a special telephathy.how i longed to tell you everything and let every strand of my hair down. how i longed to tell you that my heart has been broken despite you leaving your word to him to take extremely good care of your toyol.how i longed to hear your voice your kaysiaow self-being. your indon spoken language when you get drunk.your phonecalls in the middle of my sleepness nights.i regret for i barely say this.i love you.
i miss you so much that no words can really describe this feeling. this extreme feeling of discontentment.i miss how u make me study.how u went all gaga over the guy who rides the green kawasaki who has shun me due to his "kepasrahan". you are one granny-nag.but i love you for that.i love how you molly cuddle me with so much love.how you sacrifice your night job there just to be a better first-born-toyol for me.i miss you so much that i cried all night yesternight.i love you and it hurts me so much for not able to say it to you.where are you.i need you.i love you...kak mady.return to me.
At times like these i need you. the only person in this world other than Lia whom i can totally confide in emotionally. i believe we have a special telephathy.how i longed to tell you everything and let every strand of my hair down. how i longed to tell you that my heart has been broken despite you leaving your word to him to take extremely good care of your toyol.how i longed to hear your voice your kaysiaow self-being. your indon spoken language when you get drunk.your phonecalls in the middle of my sleepness nights.i regret for i barely say this.i love you.
i miss you so much that no words can really describe this feeling. this extreme feeling of discontentment.i miss how u make me study.how u went all gaga over the guy who rides the green kawasaki who has shun me due to his "kepasrahan". you are one granny-nag.but i love you for that.i love how you molly cuddle me with so much love.how you sacrifice your night job there just to be a better first-born-toyol for me.i miss you so much that i cried all night yesternight.i love you and it hurts me so much for not able to say it to you.where are you.i need you.i love you...kak mady.return to me.
posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 10:11 AM
