today i feel better. semalam emotional explosion. do not worry. bile aku da confirm nak bunuh diri baru aku bilang. smlm false alarm.kaka mady takde dunnoe where she go. talked to lia. everything went alright. i was crying then and u noe wad made me feel better? she renminded me of how the budak used to treat me, how he put me trough shits.how i actually got slapped from kaizer for acting so bodoh-ly. so yeah after that call made, i was like "bloody hell who needs you" ya its ego again. u noe i noe.now i actually have the urge to apologise to feroz for dunnoe wad reason. random la kan. nvm. nanti hari raya aku mintak ampon.