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crises are not for the faint of heart. i've had my share and it was too much. seeing others through the same hell and insecurities that i did made me realize how much i have grown and matured. today, i'm above all that shit. and i am really proud that i've risen above it. no matter what happened between me, no matter what i may or may not have done wrong, i'm still a kickass person. from today onwards, i will not be the kind of woman who settlles for broken or damaged goods, be it shoes, pens, or relationships. i am making a bold decision to start looking for stuff that works [oh i've found mine geez], that [who] works efficiently. anyone who takes me or my relationship as "disposable" ain't worthy of my time or tears.
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i was reprimanded by mother at dawn because i drank a can of Red Bull. she kinda warned me not to drink any of those anymore. like hell. energy ma energy. orang nak energy!! because she said it can cause diabetes sugar content very high blablabla and also it does harm to the kidneys.well... according to her la.red bull did help in sch. i was all "kinetic" in sch before recess. dyla wanted to tangkap lentok like loads of time during class. "aku ngantok sah" and i shook her like really shake ok! and push and pinch and massage and i did everything to help keep her awake. and after recess.revenged hit me.. punched pinch poke shakes u name it, dyla did it.yes. thankyous dyla.
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and ya. faiz and will be "writing" or more like "showing" a book titled "SEXPERTS" I'll be the illustrater thank you.faiz with the english and dyla will do the sponsor thingy. i need to buy a new earpiece for NanOOr, i want it like ila's because it s sound proof club music. and with that
i can so imagine myself gelekk-ing to dangdut during math lesson.
IN THE NAME OF STRESS... I AM CRAVING FOR PITAS! kerandom-an diriku.
posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 3:44 PM