ok now i feeling perah. no la not perah just... sod. my mind is in catastrophe. iys like wad did i do siak. i mean like ok fine that was a mistake ok. aku tau aku sala. kan aku da ckp sorry? ape lagi ko nk? aku tau ah aku maki2 ko tak tentu pasal hari tu. aku tau ah salah aku. tapi aku da ckp sori pe?!!! aku mintak maaf ok! i can swear to god i did apologise ok. and u said wad? u said u were not angry and that i was "crazy" la kirekan mcm paranoid ah. u said u were not angry, tak mara. tapi skg, tego aku pon ko tanak. asal? in case u dont know, i am a woman of high ego. very high. its HUGE! sometimes i think im a man living in a female body! and it took a lot ok for me to apologised. i cared too much of your feelings taht i was hoping it did not create any tension or severe our relationship. i cannot help but feel guilty ok. can u like at least drop by and say hi to me? or msg me or something? asal tangan ko kodong pe huh? do u noe dat i actually missed u. i've never have any instant-attachment with anybody. im sorry i really am.