recognise this?

it reads: "i want to be the queen of your heart"

the typical secondary school hours are over. its study leave for 2 weeks and o levels the week after. not many went emo. except for some friends who went all teary, the super emo literature teacher who foresee me being in the Public Relations sector and foresee Syahidah and Fadiah getting married first, the English/Form Teacher whom i think possess no emotions of any kind, who just "refuse" to cry not even when she was touched. she just went "oh thank you! it has been a wonderful 3 years teaching u guys and i will never forget all of you. i have never seen such energetic and positive class..."

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and no i did not cry.i just thought to myself about those times spent in the same class for like wad? 4 years? being seated always so close to fadyla, who has been my singing partner in class sionce sec2 when we started singing Lumidee's "If You Want Me To Stay" who, also has been my punching bag very early this year. who has recently been singing very2 melayu jiwang songs. who always " EH DALA DIAM UH!" ME. She, the lass who got me thinking when she said "Do you know that your mood will affect the mood of others-your friends?" and with naddy-waddy-wad-so-funny we would always laugh and gag together. mock every single soul that we are not happy with together. and show "the pathetic face" at each other [the mondok face] , stop abruptly after laughs trogether and stare. haha and u noe i noe wad we always do huh.

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the day was oh-so tiring. and i step into the house the moment "azan berkumandang" chey2. haha. it was a tedious ride from sch to my home as u noe, i was carrying this cushion and a big paper bag plus my oh sungguh heavy bag. imagine that la eh. imagine me, being the only one who board and alight from the bus. seeking-attention kan tu? eh embarassing ok!

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in my black black heart, i want to thank all my friends who are all so dear to me. especially those who have seen me through shits and noe me well enough to noe that i am not an arrogant bitch.i am sorry for the things i have done or may not have done. u guys have been a fun lot and has made my secondary school life a fruitfull one. for things that i ahve said, that may hurt you and pierced through your heart, like razor blade or wadever, i apologise. from the bottom of my heart, i love u all. ok aku da emo nie skg. save the cries for later.

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ok babes done with my updates. i wana go wash up and leave the house to meet shereen and the guys. lepak. toodleedoo