fOR whom u ask me? i dont noe. its just a random thought. i am missing random people right now. people like Gayboy and shaie. and its been a long long time since i go out to even window shop and i have been a boring soul in life for the longest time. i am so sorry that i totally dismiss myself from u people. for the gay, i miss u like a lot.i miss how u guys make me laugh i miss seeing u guys gelekking to dangdut and yat to S.O.S. i miss the time we spent at Changi Beach with Zack and atap. and i miss buai laju2 session with Shaie, whom can only play the bitch role in my company. it is not my choice that i have no life now with big thanks to OLEVELS. i will make it up to u people once this phase is over. i will be myself again less crying and less of the food cravings, because i swear to god thE STRESS is kicking in. i owe u guys lots of confabs. i hope that this thing won't create any tension between us. we shall go ikea after this thang, laze around town like we use to laugh and gag all the way. expect more of that from me people.because right now, i think i am living in a nutshell. for a while. and its hell well bloody hell suffocating.come to me, give me love.