i went emo yesterdae because i was reminded of some things. flower took care of everything and waited me to "settle down" before he sleeps. and it was wad? 3am in the morning. and he has to wake up at 6. sweet la tu. he's my flower. and i'm his only. i think.

1 more paper to go and im done with this shit. hopefully i dun have to go thru any of these again cos its bloody puki. so stress tau. with many of my friends crying, forcing themseelves to practice math, going all out and cry at the same time. with shaie panicking she have not studied well and went miserable because she lost ten marks for math paper 2? and me, drinking lotsa kratingdaeng just to keep myself awake. 3 at a go, with an empty stomach and with shiver figure as the product.enuff of all that you all.

i just got back from swimming ectually. i was being an irritating bitch as i kept pestering jaja to bring me swim.i am hungry for sitting around sessions with girlfriends. i miss walking around town aimlessly with no money with all those baby gays. i miss being in love. i miss life. i miss staying up late, not doing anything. i miss watching tv and falling asleep. because now, i keep studying and then go lalaland..procastinating. setting alarm at 12, tell myself "15 minutes more, 15 minutes more" and then . the next thing u noe, its 6 am. nie sume gara2 o level. o level is a bitch.