u changed.u went.u left.i hate.i loathe.i find my mind in catastrophe yet again. time and time again. without fail. all this motherfuckingbastards who cant seem to treat their woman right. with their candy tongue they lie, time and time again. making empty promises which people like me are so numbed by. i posses no feelings. no sympathy.no empathy.high ego, no saying sorry. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck all of you. yes all. behind this pretty facade still there are people who think there's nothing, nothing worth listening to. the fake smiles. the fake mouth. fake loudness that u abhor, that you listen to by days, and you mistoook it for her youth's felicity. i stand on my two feet. i hate everybody.yes everybody. and i am an hypocrite. so are you. in some ways. FUCK U. enough of all that sweet nothings. i may be young, but i ain't naive. i may be 17. but my mind is of maturity. for as long as i could remember these dancehall musiq has been keeping me going. and now it comes to a point whereby it is never enough and i am about to breakdown.