after updating and doing all shits with the com yesterday, i went to see Shaie for a while and proceed to see atok in the hospital. i reached there at abt 6 and spent the whole hour with him before proceeding to work. we had fun. we laughed. yes my atok laughed after so long in that hellish house. and guess at whom he laughed at? at the patient next to him who refuses to eat. haha. the [patient was funny la sia. he was trying to talk but he couldn't speak. so he ended up miming. and he laughs to himself too. so dat was why my atok laughed. so noty. and so my atok, too refused to eat. feeling manje die agaknye. because after i begged him to eat then he agreed. and people, i feed him ok. i wrote this entry only after i realised something. people say that human life is a cycle. u'r born a baby, and soon u'll grow to become a toddler, a child, a young adult, and then post adult, and soon after you will grow very old, age through the years, and then one day, one day u'll turn senile and start behaving like a baby, demanding all the attention u'd need like a baby..

night at work was quite a bore. edmund was there with a plastic full of tissue papers. cik ahmad as usual, fiq and dexter was also there. each one of us slept. but i only slept for 10 minutes or so because u noe y? because the aircorn was on booster mode. we ate mcd and blablabla. then tonight i'm on night shift again. OT babe. saving up for the Jakarta trip.
and i love my atok. yesterday, once in my 17 years and 17 days of my life that i could remember, my atok kiss ed me goodbye.[on three attempts] org saaaaaaaaaaaaaayang atok. muak!

boy, i miss you.