i a feeling so empty inside. i dunnoe wad to feel, i dunnoe how i have become this bad. my mind is in catastrophe. i am so confuse. i want to detach myself from you before i get emotionally attached. before i noe, i will suffer while with you. i am very very sorry. its not empty promises that i made. i thought that you could replace him. you proved me wrong. not even a year baby, you have shown me that you actually dare to lay your hands on me. all that sweet talks and i love you-s bore me.numb me. my heart has turned to ice and the only guy who can melt it is my flower.

i called my flower during break yesterday night at work. he was making the same old same old joke like always. it made me cry. i havn't been this happy since New Year's. i am your, solely yours. for you boy, i really am sorry. it isn't working out for i still ahve feelings for flower. a strong one. full stop.