you people see me laugh it off everytime. seeing me taking things lightly. what the hell do you noe? i ony appear happy. shits happens. i noe.

and i was close to being transferred to office hour. i was close to crying. mr lotoh went to see me ater dat. he asked whether i was ok because before that i gave them the look like i wanted to kill them each person. and i told him no, i wasn't angry. i wanted to cry and am sad that i had to leave them shifts people that i am so close to. and he was like "ya i noe. got kamcing already rite. but ur like-want-to-cry-face like so garang. hen you see mr iqbal you cry ah? he got see you want to cry? show me show me how your face." the nerve. aku nangis btol2 baru tau.

and mr clown the engineer came into PCU.

him :adik, yanky echo box dik.
me: ok.
him:sorry la i disturb. very2 sorry k
[i was keying in the manhours form to the computer]
him: eh not going back yet eh?
me:no la. night.
him: huh? bluff la. u just came in in th emorning. wad u mean u in the nigt sift?
me: yala. day shift, so i'll be going off later at night.
him : aiyo kesian. why? ahmad never take care of you properly ah?
me: ya. hw u noe?
[jeremy was there laughing]
and jeremy asked me for the whiskey baby box, like "miss, please, pass me the whiskey baby box, thank you miss."
so cute mcm nk cubit.

this part of the entry is pointless la eh aku tau. tapi im trying to make me feel better that's y. i've been looking forward to work like everyday. coz these engineers make me smile. always.
and the boy nd i fought for the dunnoe ho manyieth times. i think its my period. full stop.