i am feeling better than yesterday at work. maybe because i saw abg mangkok early in the morning. we didnt talk, no. no smiles.i looked away because i wasn't feeling sexy. ahhaha. without all these engineers i would feel oh so bored at work la. i was walking around the area when a dear friend of mine called me. i was looking down and Mr Kelu asked me if i was okay. he thought i was crying. ahhaha. he added, "Jude make u cry uh?" when Mr jude was near me. and Jude spoke Malay to me LAH! ahhah. Bald guys are super sexy.

Md kept apologising to me for no reason. he thought that i was angry at him cause my face mcm angry. the hell. irritating sah. and ya.i think i'll be shifting to D or B shift. reshuffling again. because of some political stuffs in the office. do not ask why.

I got my posting and it wasnt my 1st choice. but abg boi said it's a good course. gd prospects and everything. "Congrats. Study hard and focus for the next three years. Don't worry coz it's gonna be short.Study ahrd and aim for UNI!!" terjojol mate aku bile die nk aku masok uni. hahaha. to friends who are devastated, just do what you think is right for your future ok. ask suggestions. but make your own decision ok babies? i am always here to carry your arse!!

i think i am beginning to hate you boy. you are irritating me because you just can't seem to Shut your fucking mouth up!

and i cant understand why it's happening to everybody i know. maybe people have changed. or maybe, as we grow, our NEEDS change.

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