ok i just met zack and we didnt talk much due to his urgency. working as a pizza boy now. it's been a while. and i think i miss that boy. not only us, but everybody else. we drifted. it was so sweet in the beginning. and when one started to change, everything else became... say, messy. what's more most o them are serving national service, thus d not alot of confabs past months. and it sure does not help if one of your good friends just happens to be the ex of one of ur void deck mates. it was complicated yet like candy. and when you just start with some "kicks" under the block or at the coffee shop, suddenly everybody knows everybody else. and for all you know, you're gagging with your cousins's cousin whom, you have not met before. like ewan and that another wan. ah see. same name. and knowing that, that guy's heart you're toying with, is actually THAT cousin's cousin of yours. see what i mean. complicated. and then that friend of yours is your friends' friend and everything else. sitting around under the block. outside Tampines Sec on Teachers' Day, or just sit at the last storey of carpark. watching u guys bathe that baby bike of yours. the trips to the park, the pits and the torns. the go changi. the sudden bike brakes, with purpose, so we girls can hold them tighter. the and the date i once had with zack at punggol. the "jom carik pasal at sungei api2" i am craving for a get-together with all o u people man. and i'm wondering where'd all o that've gone? i still cant belive i was THAT happy and free. WE were. andai dapat ku undurkan masa.

i knew it was gonna be his first words when he sees me. Zack, "Ey Ana?? kenape da [diam kejap] cute sekarang??" no, not cute CUTE! but cute gemok. ah. my zack havnt change one bit. always so direct.at least that's something good to noe.

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