Tuesday, July 03, 2007
John: Kul brape abis school besok?

Chubby Checkers : At 4, balik rumah, change and then off to Yogi-yogi with the bestfriend
after school.

John: Your bapok friend ke your bestfriend?

Chubby Checkers: Bestfriend la. My favourite bapok friend skrg busy with work.Ok, your definition of bestfriend?

John: Hmm.. Someone who goes thru anything and everyting with you. Who seems to continue on e last convo u had even though its been months since u last met. Who gives you what you need instead of what you want. Who accepts you for who you are and not what you have. Who loves you unconditionally and even be willing to end e friendship if its good for you.


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And i just laughed at his reply. A kind of reply i didn't expect.
Me? bestfriend? just somebody i am comfortable confiding in. Who understands me and wouldn't urge me if i don't feel like talking. Who would tell me i have gained weight and call me fat. Who would spontaneously plan to go out with me to send the mp3. Who would point out my mistakes. Who would call me bodoh, childishly, Who would say" ï love you sayang, i pun rindu sama u ah" Who would see me through shits. Frank, speak her mind and is not afraid to express herself. Reason being, i hate doing "go-figure" and uncertainties. I certainly don't tell my bestfriend everything, just stuffs i would like her to know. Come on. We all have secrets. No one knows even half the truth about anybody else, however close or intimate they are. Stuffs i tell will only concern the chemistry between us, most times none about personal matters and my past. She'd have to be patient to know about my personal bag seriously. And collade them by and by because i have the tendency in conversing about random matters. I am sure the bestfriend notices this, having knowing me for almost a decade.
i didn't tell you stuffs about my dad and everything before this have i? Never really opened up to you before this. I believe we only got so close recently. The bridge, remember? We seek solace there.Together. And at punggol, with Najib. Always the sweet shiets both of you.
Eh do any of you know of any second hand bookstores? to sell my already-read books?

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