Have you ever felt so lonely, even with countless friends around you?
Have you ever felt so Stupid even when you know deep down inside you are capable?
Have you ever felt so insignificant in someone's life?
Have you ever felt that your existence makes no matter?
Have you ever felt like you've been forgotten?
Have you ever felt depressed when someone is trying very hard to forget you, even of your existence?
Have you ever felt so exhausted sleeping?
Have you ever felt like nothing can amuse you?
Have you ever had the strong desire to let someone know just how much you fucking miss him/her, but you can't?
Have you?
I tell you what i feel. I feel EMPTY. Don't ask why. I am constantly exhausted. I feel that i need to talk to someone but am not sure who. Even if there is someone, my emotions now, simply can't be put in words. Now, have you ever felt anything like that before?
Have you ever felt so Stupid even when you know deep down inside you are capable?
Have you ever felt so insignificant in someone's life?
Have you ever felt that your existence makes no matter?
Have you ever felt like you've been forgotten?
Have you ever felt depressed when someone is trying very hard to forget you, even of your existence?
Have you ever felt so exhausted sleeping?
Have you ever felt like nothing can amuse you?
Have you ever had the strong desire to let someone know just how much you fucking miss him/her, but you can't?
Have you?
I tell you what i feel. I feel EMPTY. Don't ask why. I am constantly exhausted. I feel that i need to talk to someone but am not sure who. Even if there is someone, my emotions now, simply can't be put in words. Now, have you ever felt anything like that before?
Like Eisley said, "I should've never grow up.... make believe it's much too fun"
But have we any choice? I guess putting on a facade really saves me all the explanation.
Labels: In A Manner Of Speaking.


posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 7:08 PM