Pictured like Kak Mady, i could somehow feel you, your sorrows. It wasn't intended, i came across you and you don't know how great a regret i felt, and still do now. I am sorry, my bad. Everything happens for a reason. Am aware of that. And everything comes from up above. He bestowed us this brain. You have, I have, He has, We have. - To perform acts, with much sought thoughts. But i, absolutely refuse[d] to do as expected. Temptations i could neither hide nor break free from. I didn't have the courage to resist my urges. As the last time i checked, it was eons ago since i was a genuinely feckless being-. I've risen above it. This painful desire of mine can never, and will never be met. Something i absolutely cannot have. I apologize again, i am not out to hurt another of my kind or womenfolk, but it all happened way too fast. For Fucksake. I've had it, it's enough,enough of living in guilt. I'm never a fan of fairy-tale nor fantastical movies. And to me, this is my own French movie. Like i said, I lost, like you've never seen me so put down before. To Fuck with love. it ain't no kids play.
I'm a firm believer of karma, and i hope karma will go easy on me. Everything was unintentional. I am leaving, not just for boy, For you too sweet lady. I see in some ways, we ARE alike. It's not a wonder why. And i love Bic Runga too. Too much of a coincidence.
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posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 12:21 AM