My diabetic granduncle is now in the hospital. And his shot of living is only 15-20%. It is upsetting enough that i don't have the spare time to visit him there at SGH. I pray that God will ease his pain. Amin.
Today i saw a good looking guy at the TP bustop. Very good looking if i may add. I'm saying it because they don't have enough good looking guys there especially the Engine School.
I seriously have to take my mind off things now. I seem to have issues with everything of late. I giggle when i get so tensed up. I sing when i'm stressed. I wish to be dead whenever my anxiety strikes. I will go hot under my collar upon the ringing of house phones. And Red Bull seems not to work for me no more. I think i need a holiday. I want to celebrate and embrace singlehood.
Life's just crazy at this point. Oh god give me strength.
Enough said, Good night.
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posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 10:50 PM