For The Lack of A Better Word.

Monday, August 20, 2007

My world is now a pitched black dark alley,with few dim red lights. But it's okay because i'd rather it be like this than having to stand under the sun, and then be all wet because of sudden thunderstorms. I feel that my life is so stagnant because my world has dissapointed me over and over with its mundane workaday habits. But that's okay too because i get to spend more time with myself. Understand my own being, acknowledging my thoughts and instincts and learning how to react. I love being in my own world, surrounded by my own thoughts. Where no one else will matter as much. In my own world, i don't have to work towards oblivion. I am my own people. It's okay not to be in the "cool" crowd. It's okay to not be in the face of the crowd. All will be fine. Reading has now been my outlet to escape from all matter-of-course's, with music to revitalize my mood. I have ever since learn how to restore myself to humanity. And i hope i will walk towards the end of the alley soon enough to meet this person who will hold my hand. Reminding myself to walk and not run. It's okay if it takes forever.

So come September!!!

Have you made peace with yourself?

Labels: Acknowledging my aura

posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 3:59 PM

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