I read your latest entry. It hurts me so bad to know that you guys are cold towards each other. If you knew the truth you might think that it's unsoundly of me. After all that i've done behind your back. After all that WE've done.
Yes. I do miss him terribly.
Yes. I wish i'm in his arms right now.
Yes. I do love him.
Yes. I miss them kisses on my forehead.
Yes. I've been thinking of him of late.
But i'm not that unfeeling as to proceed it any further. Like i said i'm not here to bring down womanfolk. We are not even in contact now and i'm working on it. You don't know how much it has hurt me. Both. To be in the relationship and to think of boy, also to think of you. It was wrong of me and i am terribly sorry. If i could be given the chance i would most definitely apologise. I am sorry. I am soory for what i have done and i am sorry if i am the cause of it all. But everything happens for a reason. I believe in fate and what happened between us was greatly unintentional. Truth be told, if i were to get hitched one day i would find someone of his complexion.
I am sorry. Be strong. Think of boy. I will pray. Hang on there, this is probably just a phase. Oh what sin have i done.
Labels: Apologies
posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 10:02 AM