I am sorry for you. Hearing more and more things like these makes me more cynical. I don't know whether to be grateful or feel incomplete. I still leave THAT part of the plan empty, untouched, undecided and vague. In engineering terms, i still leave that one hole in the PCB empty. Everything else is certain. 5volts or ground. Either grown old out of it or trying to make it there. But this. I'm quite uncertain. Very in fact. It's not time yet i know that. But i like everything to be written black and white so when i forget, i can always refer. Like a periodical. Like a PCB schematic diagram. If not for that, i'm sure i'll sidetrack.

Nowadays aku rase mcm anak terbuang. Terkunta kantey aku. Ke sini tidak ke sane tidak. Apa nak jadi? Kelakar. Aku rase mcm aku nie keseorangan tapi tak. Tak faham? takpe.

Cik Rosli bought me Big Mac meal. And we played hide and seek at the pushcart. I have the best boss.

For this i am grateful.