a moment ago i cam't get myself connected to the internet. because the first born decided to "unplug" the filter for her own personal use.

people keep daunting me messages with wheres and whats

and i have yet to receive any information on tomorrows presentation

And at that moment i could do nothing but break down feeling all stressed

Really in the verge of shouting out loud

i could do nothing but accept and wait for what life has to throw at me.

This is what you get for saving all black and blue.

You of all people should know i'm nothing like that.

I am still trying.