otak aku sod

otak aku pening

hati aku bengkak.

my mom decided to just go back on her words

said she wants to work on thursday instead because she's got something on on Friday

i was pissed

bloody pissed.

come on ma you're not the only one with plans. i have my plans too you know.

you dont know how hard it is to just meet my friends okay

i already got plans this friday. i did asked first didn't i?

twice in fact.

and yesterday night you said you forgot.

i wish i could forget you are my mother.

come on ma.

im like so stress ok.

school. work. school work.

and im working everyday.

EV ER Y DA Y.....

You struck me black and blue.

no more to say.

then i'll just work everyday like a maniac.

and then my friend will say "WORK WORK WORK"

sarcastic remark.

Thing is, they don't understand.

And neither do you.

I'm numb.

And to you girls, i'm sorry.

17, i'll try. no promises.

Funny how sometimes i feel i don't need any friends.

or bestfriend[s] for that matter.

because one, have no time to meet them

two, they leave me feeling snubbed

or i snub them myself.

'nuff said.