You know, off late i have been trying as in reaeely reaeely trying the best of my best not to flare up. If you were to see me as a student in Temasek Polytechnic, you'd be oh-so-surprise. But today, today i was so damn fucking frustrated and annoyed with the fact that none of my group members, READ: My China and Indian classmate, both females decided to just hmm how should i put this. Decided to " forgot" that we were suppose to meet during our one hour break. If you were to ask me, i was already anxious like a mad mama because one, the presentation is tomorrow, and given that the other female group has completed the entire project. Judging by what we managed to already do, [ i actually did the whole powerpoint slides for our first presentation] we are really really really laging behind ah. What fucked me most was this. I called one of the girls. "Hello? where are you?" ï said. Macam tak bersalah she said "VHAT? I am walking already." And i said "You are walking already?" she said "No, i am not working today." "HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SAID ARE YOU WALKI-ING TO SCHOOL ALREADY???" "oh yah yah, i'm walking." And the other girl, i have her 14miss calls and 2 "where are you"-s msg. No reply, My calls were left unanswered. Why? Because it was on silent mode. Lame ah. Dah taunak meet abeh off phone ah? Abe mcm org tak salah boleh relek2 ngan kawan ah? Abe bile aku tanye "Ey you al want to do or not? you can withdraw yourself for all i care ah." Abe die ckp something like "No no, we HAVE to do today because presentation is tomorrow." And i was like AH ABEH APE LAGI KAU BUAT PAT SINI BOBAL KONEK NGAN MEMBER KAU SIOL????

Stress ah. So i decided to run ah. I think it's like the best avenue to vent my anger ah like seriously.

The book of life, i seem to be lost in between the pages.