Different from having multiply, facebook, myspace and friendster account, for me to keep up with what's buzzing, i personally feel that blogging does not help anymore. Because when i get home from work i'd already lose all the desperation to write. Usually i bring Naila along but on days like today, when i just feel super lazy i'll just carry a book for me to read, accompanied by a green highlighter, my wallet, ezlink and my keys. And days like today, i will search for any piece of paper at my sight, for me to rant. And for today, i made do with a receipt from Shen Shiong. And when i get home i attach that piece of shit i wrote earlier to a new page of my rage book. Smart. And it kills time too!!.
Some may think it as pathetic but it is psychologically proven that writing down your woes and your feelings help release the anger you have within. And no bad backs baby!! I, again read somewhere that whoever keeps his woes to himself are more frequent to suffer from backaches.
And that is why i prefer to write daily. I would like to read on what happened on this day this time, 2 or 3 years from now. Like how i will laugh at myself when i read back my journal when i was 14 and 15. And yes, my journal was Dunman Secondary's student planner - which i refused to let anybody lay hands on. Reading back now, i can only laugh. Those rudy Baharudin, fatashae, kk mady days. Mana mau dapat??? Kental sah.
Plus plus plus plus, i gossip myself there too. Come on i'm sure you have things to say about your friends which you don't have the guts to write kan. Don't bluff ah.
tapi kau tgk. aku ckp je tanak blog tapi nanti post lagi satu useless entry.
and lagi satu
and lagi satu.


posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 10:29 PM