How do you start a new chapter without ending the old one?And i've got me 2 days to figure it all out.

I've finished reading "If you could see me now" I'm trying to distract myself by reading. And i get frequent thumps in my head. It's not painful, just makes me hard to concentrate.I'm am broke and hopefully i get paid tomorrow. Maybe i'll go therapy one of these days.Mama went and she said theres a new French lady there who instructs all these stretches for the blood circulation i am so keen. it's 15 dollars. It'll be worth. Plus i can always ask her where to rent French Movies. It irritates me that we only have old and ancient French Movies here. Way back 2002. Siol. And the latest i watched was Priceless.

You know, part of me am really sad about not having to work from February onwards. But a tiny part of me feels relieve like at last, no work, lotsa lotsa time to run. I don't have to rush to work anymore but still without working, where will i get the moolas. Plus i really love working for my two kickass bosses ah. And Cik Rose? Walauwey that makcik i tell you can become my bestfriend already ah. Not working there anymore means i'll risk any chance to meet that sexy butch sey. Okay here's a confession ah. Aku rase aku betol2 suke that pompan ah. She gives me the jiggy everytime she walks by. And yesterday i dreamt of Ruhilla, i was out with her. Her hair was real short and i had my hands around her love handles. i don't fucking know how but i know it felt good.. Walauwey. But please, don't think of me as a lesbian ah. I really don't think i am one ah but maybe just maybe a bi. Okay Najib will slaughter me if he chance upon this. The last i commented on his page regarding this, he gave me a real piece of his mind.

But sorry for all these stupid posts ah lately. can't help it ah.

Eh it's been a while since i last dated eh.

And i think i'm getting fatter. And mama is not helping.

I've been trying to upload a new happy song here ah to mark the new year coming kan. New year new song la gitu. Chapter baru? Padahal padahal. The polite dance song is still not available in imeem mc siol kan . But hell i chose Catatonia Goldfish and Paracetamol. Current favourite. Tu pon aku kene upload sendiri k pat imeem. Ironically, This song first heard way back in 1993 k. Imagine, aku 4 tahun je. Thanks to Mr Mangkok himself. I especially love the beats at the end of this song sia.