Love Like Rockets. says:
You know im always here for you right. Don’t for a sec you hold back what you wanna say to me la. k?


Love Like Rockets. says:
i cant possibly say i know how u feel cos i dont. but what i know of is that u really bring yourself to have a responsibility on everything esp on ur family. its like u are the eldest & the eldest is acting like the youngest child. no offence la, childish & do what she wants wen she feels like it even if it means not talking to her family. abeh buat rumah mcm hotel.


Love Like Rockets. says:
i may be wrong cos im an outsider looking in. so basically its left to you to help the family out in times of need. only you & ur parents.


Love Like Rockets. says:
ur are strong for u have made it tru till this time. nth has been able to stop u in ur tracks to achieve what u need or want. its not silly to feel this way. its fine. its just a phase. biar susah skrng tapi nnti masa hadapan kelak senang giler babi! ok?


Love Like Rockets. says:
& dont mind me asking. whats with ur adks?


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i'll tell u some other time okay?


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
its just that ah dont know la nad.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i cant say this in words la.


Love Like Rockets. says:
ahh


Love Like Rockets. says:
kk


Love Like Rockets. says:
take ur time


Love Like Rockets. says:
:)


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
it's like i've been bad nad.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i've been bad.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
and i have realised.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
and now i want to help my parents.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
but its like so hard ah


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
im trying to ease their burden ah


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
but this i dont know how to help with my younger sis and the eldest as well.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i feel so useless already


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i guess i wanted to become superman.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
save everyone.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
but its just impossible.


Love Like Rockets. says:
but u cant


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
in every way i've tried


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i still cant


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i feel so small.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i cant seem to talk to anyone .


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i need someone older than me to fix this.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
like abg mangkok.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i used to tell him things and now he's no more there to hear me out.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i dont know ah


Love Like Rockets. says:
yeah.


Love Like Rockets. says:
im sorry if im not of any help.



Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
no its not u


Love Like Rockets. says:
but the most i can do is hear u out.


Love Like Rockets. says:
but hey. noone can be superman.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i think its me. trying to perfect everything


Love Like Rockets. says:
im an imperfectionist.


Love Like Rockets. says:
thw world is selfish


Love Like Rockets. says:
it doesnt allow us to have everything we want


Love Like Rockets. says:
n that sucks.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
yes.nth will go as we plan.


Love Like Rockets. says:
yeah


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
aku dah betol2 penaat ah i really dont want to think of this. but i go home everyday. what do u expect?


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
and everytime i will blog abt how shitty my life is when perhaps someone else is going thru far worst.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
but what am i to do? i need to let it out. i cant seem t find the perfect person to confide in.


Love Like Rockets. says:
im sure its not spoken of everytime u go homeright? i guess its just the atmosphere & the tension like feeling & when u see everyone at home u start to think bat it all over again


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
anyways, if my life is a disney script i wont be owning a blog in the first place.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
the idea is for me to complain everything to u guysinverbally. Because i don't noe how to say them in words.



Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
and i am afraid of appearing so weak in front of u guys.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
i cant cry because then i will be so small.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
so i write it all out.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:

and that is why


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:

i put down the phone on u tadi.


Love Like Rockets. says:
ahh its ok.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
"im doing closing"was just an excuse. actually i dont know how to say this throuugh the telephone.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
even when i'm not doing it face to face


Love Like Rockets. says:
haha.. its ok la..


Love Like Rockets. says:
im glad i could be tempat HEARING.


Love Like Rockets. says:
haha. anytime k.


Love Like Rockets. says:
hats the least i can do


Love Like Rockets. says:
cos im not at place to say im not that mature enuf or with much logic.


Jantungku dagdigdug hulalala says:
thanks nad.