Thursday, December 20, 2007
Oh a short getaway la nie.

Yala KL lame2 ape ade...

Jgn cakap ape ade... nanti sangkot dgn mat misai mesia baroo tau hahahahahahahahahaha!!!

Hahahahahaha!!! siol!!! Tak dapat siol!!! Hahahaha u kenal Reno? U sangkotkan i ngan die
lagi mulia!!! hahahahaha

Reno?!?! Mat Misa Mesia lagi mulia la Hahahahahahaha!!!!!

Siol ah u.. Cair k deytu. I tgk die main keyboard, Haiii!!! Takle angkat! You know, at work i often see this person tau Slalu pass by my kedai. Handsome giler. Later i found out that dia tu actualy pompan. Walauwey hati remuk sia!!

Eh, i pon tau main piano tau! You tak cair pon? And lain kali, tgk betol2. ahahhaha

U ape, keyboardist da ade penyanyi.. Reno takde penyanyi pompan. (i think) Mane la i tau Die slalu in bermdas and tanktop Tgk tetek pon mcm takde. Tapi handsome siaow! Mak i ckp, cari mataey mcm berjudi. I tak tau asal i slalu kalah, Suay agaknye

Good things come when you wait. If you rush into things, you might end up in a complicated situation. .. believe me, i know.

Not rushing la i'm just sick of this la mundane siak. And my mom who thinks im a butch is not helping ah But maybe i am. I just like to see happy couples That's all And when i see kids i wish they're mine. Haha nvm, when i come back from KL i'll start all over.

Well takde ke jantan2 handsome pat campus.

(jantan and not lelaki?)

Hmmm hard to say lah. Bedek la kalau takde kan. But none i fancy la And i don't like dating guys from the same school either. Rimas! Eh eh hari 2 i nampak your buddy, Ady!

Buddy ke hapa? I tgk dia tros i geli!!

When i say i want to start over, I really mean start over meaning i hope to break all ties i have with you. i mean, i can't be this way forever can i? When you finally see me with a hair long,(if you ever) it means i'm at a good start. It's really sad to end things this way, because what we had was good and we deserve better. Now, you don't have to meet me anymore. You can have my discs, for safekeep, or just let boy jahanamkan sudah. Because i can't do this anymore, thinking "i'm meeting him soon i'm meeting him soon" and then i end up waiting, not moving on. Because i refuse to take in all the hopes you have given me. I hope you won't write to me anymore, and this time, i really mean it. It's a true coincidence when you text me at 8am today. Because i thought, if you don't then i won't ever again reply. Though i don't say it matter-of-factly, i hope you know.I hope you know. I see things are complicated at home, as you said to me indirectly but i know you're wise enough a man and you know better. So hang on both of you because it's a bit too late for you to restart all over. Just mend the complicated situation now ad it'll be good enough for boy.You once told me "i want to be invited when you get hitched one day. Lucky is the man who weds thee and be thy patron" I probably will and when the time comes, i want to see your kids and not just boy all grown up. You have taught me things nobody has and i thank you. Thank you for giving me the reason to be a woman.

I won't say i won't write about you anymore, but this is a start.
posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 9:17 AM |

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