The ex got into an accident last Monday. He told me through MSN. I don't know if it's really an accident or he just made that up because he knows me too well to predict my reaction. I don't know how to feel or what. And i don't know why i'm like this. Lift this situation to 4yrs back, how different would it be? How different would everything be?

Things change don't they. And as for now, i'm gonna make do with what's life has to throw at me.

And two years back, i would have had countless convos with Z at Punggol. Under the block with Atap and the rest, Wan, Acap, Din, Eddy. And then suddenly, now , we feel awkward around each other. Greetings don;t go beyond "ey kau buat ape pat sini? Kau buat ape skrg? Alah apa mau ns? Dengar2 deytu da klua kan motor? okay ah pape picit eh." And the sound of motorbike will punctuate the conversation we had.

Alah ana, jangan jual mahal. You kalau mataey dengan i pon okay apa. dua2 giler dua2 sewel.

Sorry babe, i tak sewel, i dah tak giler. I cute je. Kalau mataey dengan u dah mcm mataey dengan abg sendiri sioooolll....

Mampos.

This is why i like you Z. Not so smart in playing with words. Thanks for reminding me your birthdate. I will from now remember.