I have hurt the people around me for being sucha cynical bitch you know. It hurts to be in this situation. And An has been giving me the cold shoulder. I told him that we're not that close to even go out as a date. Even if we do, i think we'll end up being two tongongs not knowing what to talk about. It's not me really, it's him. He has his talkative days and sometimes he'll just go mute seeing me online. Macam... i don't want to you know go out with a guy knowing that it'll waste my time. Macam no point kan? Zero point tu ade ah.

He's a nice guy but entahlah. Sometimes he's too quiet. Dah berbulan warm up takkan tak cukup?

Stress eh jantan sekarang.