For now you have to continue running and chase YOUR dreams because Awal is there chasing his dreams to be the master of the corporate world and you should start making your dream come true. You must remember what he say to you, take care and be good.
God is watching and though he tests you time and time again, over and over, seemingly endless, you know that he's got something BIG in store for you. In a matter of time. Just keep saying your prayers because they will come true. Remember your doa for him to come back? He did didn't he? But only to say he's leaving for Barcelona. That's something good because goes to show he takes you seriously and he wasn't taking you for a ride. Remember what he said. "I need to do this." Need, not want. so there. He needed to, because as you know, baby, like once he said, "Love don't pay the bills."
You have your instincts covered. When he left 2 months ago, what was your instinct? It was true wasn't it? Just listen to yourself now. Ignore what they all say. You know him better than them. You do. Listen. Listen.
You must be brave.
Now i sound like Paolo Coelho. I am The warrior of light. I am.
Labels: A note to self.


posted by what i love about myself - total honesty at 8:29 AM